| Sunday, September 11th, 2005 |
| 11:02 pm |
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005 |
| 5:42 pm |
im going to see charlie and the chocolate factory tonight. its all very exciting. i slept with someone random on the weekend, it was nice to be slapped on the ass again. -me Current Mood:  fullCurrent Music: none |
| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005 |
| 5:46 pm |
you were the last high....
:( i jsut wish i could call one last time but then id seem like some desperate loserrr. i doubt his even thought of me since. with his band and all. what about my band? (me)...it takes up a lota time but i stil think bout him. at least theres paris soon and i will fall in love with french boys. weekend was ok. overrated. every weekend now seems the same. newsflash: there are NO more fish in the sea. they all smell. i gotsa ipod it takes me away :) i drank so much pepsi today. im gona go pee pepsi --scaryscarlette Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: dandy warhols - not if u were the last junkie on earth |
| Thursday, August 18th, 2005 |
| 4:45 pm |
nin was awesome we got there late but still managed to get such good spot up the front and then eventually i got to the front and gazed at trent all night and it was so good cos there was a moment where i was not liking music anymore but now i remember what it is all about. ANd what its all about to have close friends too who support you when you decide to get dumped by HIM. after we went to carmillas we danced made fun of prentious goths then left. tonight i shall be off to the hawthorn for thursday night drinks, and i hope everybody is there. ps: i won tix for miss missy but i think i will sell them. i will see. Current Mood: rejectedCurrent Music: stone temple pilots |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 |
| 2:43 pm |
weekend spent so much money next thursday night wasnt that good worked lots sat night went to random pub with ppls drank a LOT of beer went to pony more beer saw ppls couldnt be fucked cos that place is small then went to dv8 n danced ma pants off. then we headed back to pony and ran into jake and we went back to chriss and we drank n smoked. finished 7am. late for me nowadayts cos im an old man. next week i will be going to switch/pony i think and i might see HIM and possibly the other HIM which means i must look really hot. -scarlett ps; booked to go to paris. Current Mood:  sickCurrent Music: muse |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 4:43 pm |
i am going out tonight to get so drunk and so retarded mebe next mebe just ding dong/pony and i am going to kiss as many boys as i can. i know it probably wont help and will make this all worse but i dont care. i'm back at the start. i dontt want to talk about it. -scarredlette Current Mood: Dumped like a motherfuckerCurrent Music: datsuns - motherfucker from hell |
| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
| 8:42 pm |
Load up on Guns
only 24 hours till i see him again. its been 10 days. im obsesssed. but is he? i doubt it. oh well cant wait cant wait. we dont even have anything exciting planned. im a loser. uni is going to give me a grant to travel, sta might give me more woo. it will help muchly. weekend was fairly great AGAIN after such a bad phase. even tho HE wasnt involved in it. but we spoke lots. went to frost bites. shit but we made it good. friday night we partied till the break o dawn at chris's. saturday night ding dong/pony and ran into old ppl who suck so much arse now. sucks to be them. its so cool how things change. will he call tonight? i gota do some work. fuck i never do any. -scarlette Current Mood:  anxiousCurrent Music: yeah yeah yeahs |
| Monday, July 25th, 2005 |
| 9:02 pm |
everything is so HOT right now his perfect i sucks at uni gigs ok parties awesome money lying around his perfect Current Mood:  giddyCurrent Music: my chemical romaNce |
| Friday, July 22nd, 2005 |
| 2:57 pm |
everything is almost perfect atm so why don't i feel so good? mebe im jsut optimistic Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: jeff buckley - lover you should have come over |
| Monday, July 18th, 2005 |
| 7:21 pm |
i cant believe how so much is goin good atm... money is being saved for paris. a boy appeared outta nowhere n im all goo. uni is ok ok. holidays were good. work sucks but its money. got some gigs down over the next couple of months. might be movin out for the rest of the year. mmmmmmmyeah./:):) Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: miss poly jean |
| Wednesday, July 13th, 2005 |
| 5:45 pm |
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005 |
| 12:13 am |
I fiiiiinally had the best night out in a while. and i look forward to these nights out too so it was a-long comin. went to dee's house for her 21st aws awesome everyone was pretty smashed by bout12./ partied till bout 2 then we walked down to switch n had shots (and shots) n dance (and danced) n wouldnt shut the fuck up abd pashed and now theres someone new. i hope. cant be fucked going back to uni or getting results. my savings are going nicely. -scar Current Mood: hungoverCurrent Music: white stripes |
| Monday, June 27th, 2005 |
| 5:39 pm |
Dont complicate it by hesitating
u make me so angry i hate you i wish i had never met you even though ive had so much fun with you and you've made me more self assured but you now make me feel like shit i dont ever want to be hurt by you again but im still secretely hoping you call tonight becasue im a big fat loser with a big fat phone with 0 missed calls Current Mood: disappointedCurrent Music: dashboard confessional- as lovers go |
| Friday, June 24th, 2005 |
| 10:11 pm |
Stripped Raped and Strangled
i played a gig. in brunswick. went well but these holidays r going quiclk and i still ahve so nmuch more to do b4 uni starts n i start worryin bout travel next year. i i hate %^%&^%T mmm thats right. Current Mood: itchyCurrent Music: pixies - where is my mind |
| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005 |
| 10:31 pm |
they dont love you like i love you
holuidays r so overratd. im working lots money seems good atm for some reason probly cos its gettin ..more. working in the city is shit, its smell. and if that fuck from switch calls me 1 more time ill hurt (him) and a root is overrated when its not fantastic. you couldnt amuse me. only that SOMEONE can. mmmm....i think ill give that a call. a smoked and beered scarlette Current Mood:  drunkCurrent Music: air - playground love |
| Friday, June 10th, 2005 |
| 10:47 pm |
why does he call me every fri night at 3am onwards and say all that shit its messing me up i wasnt even interested but now his got my mind running wild and then i msg him the next day and his all whatever but it wasbt jsut that he mightrve been drinkin wtf is with him and he doesnt have to go so far with what he says but i barely know him so im not really sure why he is doing any of htis we were us so long ago jsut for one or two nights why suddently the calls out of the blue every week during the night telling me that he loves me and that his thinking of me i duno somethings up. but there is an upside to all of this. im not thinking about the other one SO often anymore and that night last weekend but fuck i want that night again but i cant! but at least im not thinking about that so often but ive replaced it with another stupid boy. is life jsut replacing one bad thing wuith another? i want someone who does really want me and uisnt a freak who calls at 3am like its some sort of routine and who isnt jsut a plain s#x head. my exams went well. sortof. for what i did for them. got a car :) woo. but nowhere to drive to. its too cold and rainy. night scarlette i refuse to go out tonight i will tomorrow night Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: bjork - human behaviour |
| Sunday, June 5th, 2005 |
| 10:02 pm |
i dont understand why i sleep all day
well i did it again for the first time in ages. i still remember how. its like riding a bike. but mroe fun. sometimes. i wana go away i wana go away i wana go away gig=good xcept i stuffed up second set but was alllllllllllllllllllllllll goodo. i wana go back to last night i wana go back to last night i wana go back to last night i could in the future but i know im not supposed to. i get to attached, stupid mind. -sleepy scarlette Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: blind melon |
| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005 |
| 6:49 pm |
O Happy Days
i am soooooooooooooo sick of................. . . routine people nights where i'm not out nights where i am out seeing losers seeing no one working being lazy not being able to be creative having writers block not being able to write the music i love not being able to create the art i love Missy Higgins Kylie Me Current Mood: exhaustedCurrent Music: nin - with teeth |
| Monday, May 16th, 2005 |
| 3:44 pm |
This mess I'm in
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr how could sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my friend? how could heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that bastard i used to know? yuck at least now i really wont touch him again weekend was ok aside from that. played in brunswick and strummed my guitar, got more ppl than i expected but meh it was ok. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr saved up $500. got a long way to go. got mum some dvd's for her bday. -scar-wet Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: hendrix - if 6 was 9 |
| Sunday, May 1st, 2005 |
| 7:34 pm |
hello hello (and not in a cat empire sorta way)
savin up for paris is a bitch. bitch./ saw COOOOOG. they were great, but dont you feel dirty when you go to see a band and end up liking one of the supports better? carnival? mm going to see nick cave soo a woohoo. went to ding dong and drank and drank and smoked and smoked (and smoked,) lost contact with so many ppl. eh. mmmmmmm uni ok. could be better. i wana be back outta aus, and living againn. my name is scarlette. (ette) should stop its sunday night need to be nooormal. Current Mood:  apatheticCurrent Music: cat power - satisfaction |
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